[the deaths had shaken her. she had been the one to find them, cradled in each other's arms. all this pain, and for what? if they had waited one more day, if things had stalled...would any of it matter?]
I decided to not go back to classes for a little while.
[the straight A student, skipping, until it doesn't feel like so much of a production to get out of bed and do things like feed herself. it's the only way she doesn't explode at every small mishap that happens.]
Though...that's not why I'm here. I feel as though you deserve an explanation.
[if she can't be brave, she'll never say it. she'll back down, and he won't know. it'll hide back in that cracked open space in her body.]
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[the deaths had shaken her. she had been the one to find them, cradled in each other's arms. all this pain, and for what? if they had waited one more day, if things had stalled...would any of it matter?]
I decided to not go back to classes for a little while.
[the straight A student, skipping, until it doesn't feel like so much of a production to get out of bed and do things like feed herself. it's the only way she doesn't explode at every small mishap that happens.]
Though...that's not why I'm here. I feel as though you deserve an explanation.
[if she can't be brave, she'll never say it. she'll back down, and he won't know. it'll hide back in that cracked open space in her body.]