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natsume sakasaki ([personal profile] crystallomancy) wrote 2021-10-24 08:03 pm (UTC)

natsume like we shouldve gone to yumenosaki together so you could see what normalcy looks like

...The version of Earth you're from is incredibly messed UP.

( that's all he has at first, getting his initial thoughts out of the way before he chews through the rest. a world like that, where so much rests on the simple dichotomy of hope and despair...

his world isn't without hope, and he wouldn't say it's full of despair. it's more... apathy. the opposite of hope isn't despair, but apathy -- people who just no longer care, who accept what happens because they don't think they can change it. maybe that's a symptom of the despair komaeda clearly dislikes so much, but he can't think of his world and the people he knows and solely surrender them to the word.

...there is despair, but it's mixed with grief and loneliness, not just on its own. the cenotaph... )


Or maybe what you label entirely as "hope" and "despair" simply has many more names and shades to me and my WORLD. That's a possibiliTY. ( but it's a little unsurprising that komaeda is so off his rocker if things are concentrated down so much to just those two things, as if it were a fantasy adventure between good and evil.

a child's fairytale. )
RegardLESS, this school... was one Saihara-kun and a few others attended THEN. I suppose Amami-kun might be among that numBER.

( he glances at the screen, thinking, and wonders what would happen if he showed komaeda the rest.

would he respect him for winning once? or would he find disgust in amami wanting to play again?

he wonders.

but he doesn't hit play to continue. )


What happened to those who succeeded in killing their fellow stuDENTS? Did they ever fall into despair at losing those they cared FOR, or at the general loss of human LIFE? Or did they smile and treat it like YOU?

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