( natsume sits up slowly once he's gone; he'll get up briefly to steal subaru's pillow from the top bunk and use it to help prop himself up in his own bed. his eyes'll be closed when subaru returns, but he has deep breaths to calm his vertigo and all else.
...had the meeting gone much more poorly without him there, or had things calmed down? had anything happened yesterday? it was only a day, it wasn't like he was out for a week... certainly things should have been fine... but then why did subaru seemed so distressed? worry couldn't have just been it, but...
the thoughts are numerous but lazy, dragged by oversleep fatigue and his empty, angry stomach, and he'll slowly crack open an eye again when the door opens. )
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...had the meeting gone much more poorly without him there, or had things calmed down? had anything happened yesterday? it was only a day, it wasn't like he was out for a week... certainly things should have been fine... but then why did subaru seemed so distressed? worry couldn't have just been it, but...
the thoughts are numerous but lazy, dragged by oversleep fatigue and his empty, angry stomach, and he'll slowly crack open an eye again when the door opens. )