[it's a few little things. all of which are pressing as hard against his mind as natsume's nails into his own palm, and stinging just as much.]

A lot of stuff, but right now it's 'cause you're not looking through the telescope the right way. [well--] The way you normally would.

[simmering, simmering.]

And you keep making sure you're as close to the wall as possible, even though you'd never done that before. You keep overshooting things when you try and grab them, too, like you're trying to make up for... I dunno, something.

[there's more, but those are the ones that come to mind.]

What're you hiding from me? And why?